Patiently waiting

"U'll know it in few days" huh..have to wait for the answer again. Yesterday went for the interview and it is a big company. I din expect too much to work in this company as their requirements are quite high. Anyway, just wait for the answer or else i will direct call to the hr department to ask for it. Maybe within this few days i need to back KL to go for other interviews. One of the reasons that i don like KL is because most of the time is wait for the public transport and need to squeeze with other ppl when in the bus or lrt and it was kinda tired and boring. Just wait for another 2 days and i'll know the decision wat should i made.

Good Luck!

Have been to KL for almost 2 weeks. That is not the place for me to work since the life in kl is so hectic. But then if i really cant get a job in my hometown, i will still consider to work in KL. No choice and only KL has the opportunity for me to earn money. Everything, every corner of KL need the $$$ to survive. and of cause a car is a must for me to travel to work. No public transport is there for me to reach the workplace. I have spend quite a lot during shopping and i need money to shop since now is megasales. Haha...Tomorrow is another interview and this job is based in Kota Bharu. I can save a lot if i work in KB since here don have many shopping mall for me to shop. and i no need to seperate again wit young and my parents. I wan the good luck for me to success in this coming interview. All the best for me ya~

Why cant i be strong?

Am i so terrible? I realised that i'm coward! I'm too weak and totally disappointed on myself. Even a small tiny matter i cant handle it. huh...sad~

Why cant i learn from the past mistakes?

Sorry for disappointed all of you especially YOU!
Sorry for always frustrating you!
Sorry for always give you troubles!
Sorry for always burden you!

i know i cant fulfil ur requirements but i always trying my best to do wat you requesting for. Give me some times and strength for me to move on.

原来我是个怕输的人！

刚刚读完一本小说。原来我才知道我是个怕输的人。我跟他在一起应该有七年了吧，而我从来没有对他说过我爱他，因为我觉得有些话是不用说出口的。

“ 如果你先跟男人说我爱你，他就会认为你很爱他，你爱他比他爱你更多，那就好像你输了。由于不想处于下风，所以装作不紧张他。”

这让我感觉到虽然一起七年了,坦白的程度原来那么有限，这种关系应该蛮危险吧。

或许，我应该改掉这个思想吧！

Blesss me~

Wat is my future will be? i'm so confused about it..since i'm jobless from 1 month ago. Is it so difficult to get a job for this course? perhaps i had made the wrond decision since 4 years ago. i should choose the other course instead of this Biotechnology. Feel so bek chek now...this is the 1st time i'm so keen of finding job. i don wan waste my time doing nothing at home. i wan wake up early in the morning and finish job at late evening. i wan myself to be busy so that my life wont be so dull. Will i change my thinking after i start working? hahaha..

我是爱哭鬼！

我曾认真爱着一个人，
他给我幸福的可能，
我等待着。。。。。。
快乐是因为你温柔的答复。
难过是因为你的心永远留不住。
只希望有好的笑容陪着我。

Memorable trip~5th-7th of May

3 days 2 nights of the Pulau Kapas trip was really enjoyable and remembrance for all of us. Definitely, It was a nice place to visit.


2nd day of the trip,we went for canoeing. Under the hot weather, though it was exhausting we still enjoyed it.







The most exciting part is during the snorkeling. Many of us feel dizzy especially on the first station. I drank a lot of sea water and it taste "good". Thanks to u guys who take care of me during snorkeling.

I was tanned after this trip.

Stresssssed !

Finally, i passed up my thesis..feel so relieved since this thesis tortured me for few months already!But, after thesis, here come the final exam <--Hate you!!! Arghhh..when is the time for me to rest and relax?

Moody Sunday

Tomorrow is Monday. Again, I have to go back to the hectic campus life..I hate this coming week because it is the time for the lecturers to distribute back our mid-term test and quizzes. But, I have prepared myself well for receiving this bad results.

Doing the FT report..but stuck in the middle..no idea for how to discuss the results.. and 2 more lab tests is waiting for me to do revision..

It is so tiring and stress for this last semester. This semester was full loaded with FYP draft, assignments, mid-term tests, quizzes.....But i just need to tolerate for another 1 month only. After final exam, i can do wat i want, enjoy my life to the fullesst. However, after this study life , it is another path of my life..and i wonder wat my future will be..

Think positively...

Today morning was our FT quiz 2. I thought it won't be so difficult. But, when i reached the calculation and multiple choice question parts, oh...the questions were so tricky. I cant do it, even the easy formula i also cant remember as my brain always not function very well..so bad !!! hopefully the questions for final exam will not so complicated..otherwise it really will drive me crazy...

Dr. Han was here. We thought he will arrived at Setapak around 12 sth. But, we wait for him for few hours. Finally, at 2 pm, he was in the campus.. we met him at admin block and have a discussion about our draft. However, we just have around 15 minutes to spend wit him..he was so busy wit his master students. now is the second last week..and next friday is the due date for the submission of the thesis. i still got a lot of corrections waiting me to do. So, I have to pray harder for the God to assist me and support me through the journey of these few coming weeks,especially during my final exam. waahahahah...

This is the first time i blogging..thanks to ah Chad who encourage me to start it..(^0^)